Sunday, February 13, 2011

When Hate Makes you Forget about the Love

There is probably one person in all of our lives that we loved very deeply....and something happened that exposed their inhumanity. A person can do a thousand good deeds and one very despicable one can tip the scale to the bad....maybe even to the unforgiveable.  While forgiveness is a wonderful thing to do....the feeling that remains is one of mistrust and if the event is bad enough...look out for a delayed reaction...a post traumatic stress kind of response.

There is a long journey ahead for the children I am writing about today.  They were overexposed to the sordid way of life where life had no meaning and violence was a way of life. They live in a country that has been invaded more than it has been free.  I cried with them today....for the lost of their mothers and fathers, for the lost of their childhood....and for the loss of their innocence.  I grieve with them....for I immerse myself so totally in their lives that I feel as if I breathe the same air. I smell the gunfire and watch them struggle with their makeshift artificial limbs.  And I watch, strangers cradle them in their arms telling them...."everything will get better," when the truth is...these giving outsiders know that they will never again be whole.

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